Wednesday, June 17, 2009

GONE ARE THE DAYS... SO SAD SO SWEET THE DAYS ARE NO MORE


Often wander why this so called brain never stop functioning... Lately this very ultra urban city girl in me is slowly turning rural somehow... Really by now tired of all these so called glamour, fast moving metro life... ohh my soul... just wanna run away to some lonely quiet place and give peace a chance to my weary tiresome bones and soul. The other day, mom & dad rang me up and describe some of the plants & vegs growing in the garden. My parents are never away from illness... poor them... they've worked too hard for us (4 siblings) with a meager source of income... I still remember how dad was raised by his mom singlehanded after his dad died while he was at his early tender age (hmm dad never got to see his father's face). God has been faithful... indeed his grace was more than sufficient for us all through all phases... Sometimes i do agree to people saying that you though men invented towns & cities, God invented village... am still reminded and all my visits always reassured me of that. Its lovely to be playing carelessly in the garden where the spring started to tease you with birds singing and green tender leaves sprouting. Oh i still vividly remember my old peach tree where i climb and often shake the whole branches and my old pals gathering flowers from below... Our knees bear the signature of our deadly adventurous lifestyle... ha ha till to date... i do bear one. Lovely... the fresh cool dew drops on the grasses.... mom was a kind of self ordain nurse... she would wake us early and insist us to walk on the grasses... she was told that it helps a person to have good eye sight and blood pressure...(oh dear mamma...). That very harvest season, our family were together and since my dad & mom with the kind help our our relatives around, planted some paddies .... we were over excited to cultivate the same and as the harvest season draws... we can't stop discussing about our own golden grains. A good season to remember and the best harvest we had... and the night... we prayed to our good Lord for all the manifold blessings... I know... as the year goes on, all these memories will soon become a thing of past, but the legacy of love and thanksgiving sown during those times.... it will continue to grow in me. Memories that i can't repay...

Friday, June 12, 2009

Life (the best teacher as they say...)



Its such a mystery to think in totality bout life... tis a quest each pilgrim long to reach and discover... Am one person who thinks as any person do but thanks to my dad whom i have inherited freely the gift of smiling at life challenges... I vividly remember how dad often use parables or some life stories instead of sticks to straighten us ( most of the time, he does use sticks like any other though)... I was kind of a rebellious soul since i was a kid (never actually thought i was once a kid in life... always behave as if a ringleader or some hero...hah me...). Today i realized how life has been... too many downs and sometimes too less reasons to smile but am starting to accept it because life have started teaching me that all these joy, happiness, sorrow and pain never last long... Funeral teaches us about life, how we are just a stranger in this world and we're on our way home... Birthdays does teaches me how God has a purpose for each human beings and the smiles around. Most of all wedding teaches me how i can still hope for beautiful things in life though problems everywhere... the beuatiful couple/the vows and the flowers humbly teaches how God takes pleasure in our happiness and very being..... failures and success, fame, richness and poverty... God knows them all... Therefore, i decided to face each day and each challenges with new perspective and dawn of new beginning.... and on the day i close my eyes... let me say... wat a life to remember....

MY ROCK, MY SANITY (My parents)...